Thursday, April 28, 2011

3 days to go.

yes, i am the one with CONFUSED MIND. No idea about the 4th day. :(
                                                                                                                   Thank You.

Monday, April 25, 2011

Maybe its the same thing Buddy!

Alright, i was just thinking oh no...actually, i keep thinking and never stop. I don't know how this
happens. Sometimes, i feel like removing my brain and just formatting it again or something.Yes, not possible. :|
 So, my mum and dad had gone out for a week on a vacation and what could be better then -they bringing awesome stuff for u haha!

Okay, back to the topic- i was watching Koffee with Karan and this time he was interviewing Shahrukh Khan . I have never been a Shahrukh Khan aficionado and i don't  like him as much as Aamir Khan if you ask me. I liked his talks at least after watching that episode. And i was just sitting there with a straight face thinking "dude! this is exactly what i feel" Yes, he said something about friends in his life and this is exactly what my nature is. :O

He said- I don't think  these things are important.
Me (thinking)- well, i do. I think FRIENDSHIP is important
(back to Shahrukh), he said- I cant pick up the phone and say " I LOVE YOU"

hello, hi, i love you
hello,  i love you
hello, long time man, i love you.

I think- if i love, i don't need to pick up the phone and say i love you. No, i cant do that.
agar pyaar kartey ho to keheney ki zarurat nahi padti, aur agar kehene ki zarurat padi hai toh vo pyaar nahi. That is what i believe in. I have no friends, and i am extremely scared of attachments. I dont know how to make friends .Agar dost hai toh dosti nibhani nahi aati, agar dost nahi toh dost banane nahi aatey. 


Alright, the last paragraph was a little too much for me but yes, i think its almost the same thing with me. Maybe its just the way i am or its my natureI have observed one thing that i cannot say i love you to a person. I tried that once and I tried saying that to my sister and i couldn't. hah! Well, after a lot of practice i did. And its not that i don't love her, i feel so different when i do that. Maybe i would do something special and make her feel that i love her.  Okay all this is only between me and friendship and no other relationship.

Chocolate cake please. haha.

Birthday Wish n.o- 2

An artist's real talent is appreciated when he puts his real life experiences and feelings on to the canvas or mike. Boundless imagination is also one of the most important things to keep in mind while painting.
And that is the time when the person is satisfied with his or her work irrespective of the thought if people like it or not. :)

I love painting and i can paint for hours without speaking a word. Its like, if i feel like painting my shoe-i will. If i feel like painting a wall-I will and if the feel like painting a wasted canvas-i will. Right now, all my art supplies are scattered all around my home and i dont like it. So, as a birthday gift i want a study in my room where i could just paint paint and keep painting for hours and not speak a word. Where instead of books and dictonaries, there would be huge canvases, colours, paint brushes, knife's, dirty-colour-sprinkeled wasted cloths, turpentine, oil and whatever things connected with the word paint. I love it when my t-shirt gets stains of colours when i paint. haha!


And this is exactly what i want...DADDYYYY!! haha!









Sunday, April 24, 2011

Jinxed? no, not really :)

It was a beautiful weekend and all i did was laze around with my beautiful sisters. And the best part was- we booked a night at a hotel and thought of chilling together as we had not done that since a long time and we are busy in our own world. All we did was eat-chill-rejuvenate-gossip-laugh-laugh and laugh. Ahh! it was one of the most amazing time i have had with them.
So, here we were, checking out of the hotel and my sister gets a call asking for the final IPL tickets and the worst or best part, i don't know which word to use here  -Its on 2nd May. Well, this girl writing the posts on Onceuponatimeinlalala is gonna be 17 on that day. :O I can't imagine what would it be like celebrating and cutting the cake in Wankhede stadium. I become quiet when i think of that. Well, let it happen the way it is going. Its a nice thing that i get to celebrate my birthday there but then i am planning something else.
Lemme tell you something- My sister who was going through her bad times just had one wish-TO SEE THE WORLD CUP FINAL'S IN WANKHEDE AND NOTHING ELSE. But, she couldn't ,due to some circumstances but i thought of talking her and I DID. Yes, it was not world cup but it was IPL. Well, as a little sister i could do a little of what she wanted and i am happy :) Alright, so i don't know why but i feel that this birthday is not gonna be good. I have no clue why i thought that way, and right now i am so confused that i can just throw a stone at somebody and the very next second i would say- "oh! who the fuck did that" yeah whatever!
yes, very random pic.

stadium cake :)



Thursday, April 14, 2011

The Bucket List.

I was watching a movie called- The Bucket List. It is about two terminally ill men who escape from a cancer ward and head off on a road trip with a wish list of to-do before they die. The movie is beautifully potrayed and the best part is- how two strangers (cancer patients) meet in a cancer ward become awesome friends in such a short span of time. They do crazy stuff  and are no less that two young and cool dude's in college. haha! Some of the to -dos in their list were-get themselves inked, go for skydiving, riding a Mustang,  kissing a beautiful young girl , helping a stranger for their good , getting in touch with the poelpe who were their well wishers and lost contact with... etc etc.
Sometimes, your kindergarten friends might not help you and sometimes a complete stranger who has become your friend just 2 days back would help you out without any effort to ask for help. Sometimes, just sometimes this rare situation happens.

Let me tell you something out of the blue, Its something which i wanted to blog about separatey but i am too lazy right now and also tired. Please dont laugh but i am so funny nowadays because i do certain silly things and these will certinaly make my children and grand children  laugh! haha! Okay , so when i usually chat with people rather (some) important people i tend to miss out on some words or letters which makes the sentence funny or even supid . I dont know if i become nervous or what! but why does this always happen when i am talking to that particular person man! haha! (smile and then no smile expression on my face) The person might wonder if she does that purposly, but trust me...its natural.

Let me give u an example-

it goes this way- "Good boy...Good boy" and
i bymistakely or nervously write (please dont laugh)- "Goo boy Goo boy"

hahaha! its makes the whole awesome environment stupid and what-to-type-next types! haha!

P.S- I love what she is weaing and also her hair.





Let your brain exercise and use some creative head :O

 Every woman goes through it: a closet full of clothes but nothing seems quite right. At last, a solution to the age-old dilemma of too many clothes but "nothing to wear." I used to watch this t.v show called-"I have got nothing to wear". The concept of this show was to make new apparel out of clothes which you dont wear or have become old. So, the other day i was clearing up the mess in my wardrobe and i found old clothes which i dont even remember i had bought and ; are of no use now. I decided, why not design a dress with these unwanted clothes instead of just throwing them or giving it to somebody. Now, since i have started designing bags, oh shoot! i din tell you, yes but there would be a separate post for this, but now its about the dress, so its kinda cute and school girl type dress and its the first time i designed. So, if you dont like.....spare me ;)

About the dress-
The bottom was a polka dot top and i chopped off the upper half and put an elastic on the upper side of the top which becomes a skirt.
The shirt  was long and super huge, so i altered it
The dress then i attached the skirt and the shirt together which makes a dress :)


The pictures are not as clear but u may get an idea.








Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Birthday Wish number-1

19 days for my birthday and i am  not sure how its gonna be, and i am still thinking of what to do.Well, one thing i have decided- this birthday is gonna be different from the previous 16 birthday's with a new wardrobe, thinking and i have already started working for the latter ;).  I have always celebrated my birthday with family and friends who are very close to me and know every little thing about me even if its embarrassing. haha. My friends always say- "Have a blast shreya!" but i hate blast's man!

There is a list of things which i want for this birthday of mine and here is the first one:-
Yes, i know, the first thought which would come in your mind would be "what!why does she wants Johnny Depp?" i would not mind getting Depp as my birthday present but its not him, its his tortoise frames that i want.  They are are so cute and little. hehe

Depp has always been kinda bohemian and always comes up with different looks. 












Edward Scissor HandsSecret Window
Sweeney Todd.
Pirates of the Carribean
Corpse Bride
Rango
Alice in Wonderland.The Tourist
Charlie and the chocolate factory.Public Enemies

He not only looks different but acts different and that is what makes him Johnny Depp. He is an actor, director and musician. :O An actor of perfection who adds up something unique and unfamiliar to the character he plays. 

Some of my favorite quotes written by him are:-

I guess I'm attracted to these off beat roles because my life has been a bit abnormal. The only thing I have a problem with is being labeled.

I think everybody's nuts.

I think the thing to do is enjoy the ride while you're on it.

I was ecstatic they re-named 'French Fries' as 'Freedom Fries'. Grown men and women in positions of power in the U.S. government showing themselves as idiots.

I'm an old-fashioned guy... I want to be an old man with a beer belly sitting on a porch, looking at a lake or something.

I'm not sure I'm adult yet.

I'm shy, paranoid, whatever word you want to use. I hate fame. I've done everything I can to avoid it.

If there's any message to my work, it is ultimately that it's OK to be different, that it's good to be different, that we should question ourselves before we pass judgment on someone who looks different, behaves different, talks different, is a different color.

If you catch me saying 'I am a serious actor,' I beg you to slap me.


oh you are charming boy! but back to the topic,  I want that  frame B )

Saturday, April 9, 2011

as my fortune cookie said- "Your many hidden talents are going to be obvious to people around you"

Its been more than a month, and i have to start working upon my plans....plans which i have not shared with anybody....which will make me more sorted and clear about everything. Its a mess and i got to clean it. Everything would be clear, sorted and beautiful as before. Its not impossible, but yes i can. Sometimes i am nostalgic about my childhood ; long back when we were  little kids, we have no worries, no decisions to be made, no force or pressure by anyone. All we used to do was just play, eat , learn and the only thing which is constant is ......learning. Yes, its a very important part of life, which cant be ignored even if u want to. When, it was all about watching Tom and Jerry and Popeye the sailor man. When, there was nothing like thin or fat, happy or sad, thinking or no thinking and blaaa i could go on.
                Well, things have changed profoundly. Tom and Jerry have grown up. Its about important decisions, career to be made and relationship to be taken care of. I never thought being a 16 year and 11 months old would be so damn difficult and yes, i have got the whole life left to drive through. And i am not gonna waste it on small little things that bother me. The things that used to make me sad and moody. I have to delete ccertain vocabs out of my head man,
                 The last one year was like a great learning experience, by meeting new people, and the different ways which only i know how i innovated to tackle them, during their good and bad....seeing new places....studying like and idiot one night before exam...taking some people seriously and some people at ease...catching a train with my laces untied and even leaving many trains before catching one...falling at the station and getting up again...flirting with guys and laughing about that moment later.....taking the good out of people and the bad to be thrown in the thrash....learning that even the one person who was not suppose to let you down , did let you down...learning nothing for exams and still appearing for it without any shame....listening to loud music and thinking if it ever happened to me..what would i do?..seeing old pictures and making fun of myself...cracking jokes which nobody laughed on. and cracking jokes and everybody laughs....watching how i met you mother and loving the way Barney thinks.....taking a subway and iced tea while going back home from college.....painting for hours and not speaking a word....and also painting for hours and ending up wasting colours....hugging the important person like he/she  is gonna die tomorrow....sitting alone at my favourite place thinking nothing and the warm wet air slide through my face(yes, nobody knows about that). Laughing alone looking at the funny messages by my friends and family. Spending hours in my favourite striped pajamas just with a mug of tea and listening to Jason Mraz.  Fighting with people and laughing in between, loosing people and earning people...missing my best friend and crying like a 2 year old...shouting like an angry female and exercising like i would get thin in just one day  ..and and and and .....phew! there is a lot more.
                      So,As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
             Kids, that's how i met life. Yes, the real life. As i said, i have got plans to be put into effect. Okay ..i better stop now, because i am sleep deprived since the past one and a half week. So keep smiling and make people smile ;) Take Care.

















Sunday, April 3, 2011

Be awesome!

When i am sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead- Barney Stinson.
 The last one month was awful :| but,  i have noticed something about me, whenever i am sad i start becoming humorous and happy. Instead of sulking and thinking about the bad day or maybe a fight with somebody i start making people laugh! haha!

My sister and me were sad from like 2 days or something and all i did was make her laugh. We called eachother before sleeping and after getting up and all we did was gossip and laugh about the bad situation we were in. And i loved it. Yes, Why so sad? Why not do things which make us happy..watch your favorite movie  n number of times,Shopping, haircut, lying down in your pyajamas all day listening to your favourite artist , painting, meeting old friends, coffee and reading a book or simply spending time with your family :). take life as it come.