Its been more than a month, and i have to start working upon my plans....plans which i have not shared with anybody....which will make me more sorted and clear about everything. Its a mess and i got to clean it. Everything would be clear, sorted and beautiful as before. Its not impossible, but yes i can. Sometimes i am nostalgic about my childhood ; long back when we were little kids, we have no worries, no decisions to be made, no force or pressure by anyone. All we used to do was just play, eat , learn and the only thing which is constant is ......learning. Yes, its a very important part of life, which cant be ignored even if u want to. When, it was all about watching Tom and Jerry and Popeye the sailor man. When, there was nothing like thin or fat, happy or sad, thinking or no thinking and blaaa i could go on.
Well, things have changed profoundly. Tom and Jerry have grown up. Its about important decisions, career to be made and relationship to be taken care of. I never thought being a 16 year and 11 months old would be so damn difficult and yes, i have got the whole life left to drive through. And i am not gonna waste it on small little things that bother me. The things that used to make me sad and moody. I have to delete ccertain vocabs out of my head man,
The last one year was like a great learning experience, by meeting new people, and the different ways which only i know how i innovated to tackle them, during their good and bad....seeing new places....studying like and idiot one night before exam...taking some people seriously and some people at ease...catching a train with my laces untied and even leaving many trains before catching one...falling at the station and getting up again...flirting with guys and laughing about that moment later.....taking the good out of people and the bad to be thrown in the thrash....learning that even the one person who was not suppose to let you down , did let you down...learning nothing for exams and still appearing for it without any shame....listening to loud music and thinking if it ever happened to me..what would i do?..seeing old pictures and making fun of myself...cracking jokes which nobody laughed on. and cracking jokes and everybody laughs....watching how i met you mother and loving the way Barney thinks.....taking a subway and iced tea while going back home from college.....painting for hours and not speaking a word....and also painting for hours and ending up wasting colours....hugging the important person like he/she is gonna die tomorrow....sitting alone at my favourite place thinking nothing and the warm wet air slide through my face(yes, nobody knows about that). Laughing alone looking at the funny messages by my friends and family. Spending hours in my favourite striped pajamas just with a mug of tea and listening to Jason Mraz. Fighting with people and laughing in between, loosing people and earning people...missing my best friend and crying like a 2 year old...shouting like an angry female and exercising like i would get thin in just one day ..and and and and .....phew! there is a lot more.
So,As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
Kids, that's how i met life. Yes, the real life. As i said, i have got plans to be put into effect. Okay ..i better stop now, because i am sleep deprived since the past one and a half week. So keep smiling and make people smile ;) Take Care.
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